Dear ex best friends...

Dear ex best friends, 

I miss you. Sometimes. I'm thinking about everything we've been through, but we couldn't make it to the end. We've been through a lot. We experienced a lot of things I never forget. And I think you neither. We held up each other when it was necessary. We always knew that something is wrong when one of us suddenly stayed silent. I think you know. 

Your silence was always so painful because I wanted to help you, but I didn't know how. And the other one of us made us  smile, always, no matter what. Actually, after all this time I don't really know what happened, but I know it was meant to be. It just had to be. We had to learn our lesson. Even if I still wonder how you all are, I know we have our own path now and we probably never see each other again. It's painful but it's true. You were just people who was with me in the nicest times, in worse, but you couldn't stay with me in the worst. You couldn't make it to the end. And I know that's okay. I'm not saying I was perfect. I've done a lot of things wrong, but I'll never regret that I met you all. 

You learned me so many things. We stayed up so many nights. We cried together. We laughed together. We saw together so many places. You know all my secrets and I know all yours. And don't be afraid, all your secrets are safe with me. I forgive. And I'm sorry for everything I've done. I never meant to say goodbye to you all like this, but it's finally time to do it. 

So...

Dear ex best friends, I loved you. And I still love you because hate is not the answer. Hope you all doing well. 

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